Aug 30, 2005 00:23
you ever get this feeling like youre whole existance is useless?? I'm looking at pictures and feeling that way right now. you ever wonder how your life is going to pan out while feeling completely useless and looking at pictures?? im doing that right now. i want to go back to new york. i don't feel attractive...and sometimes i think he doesn't even think i'm attractive. i'm sure listening to tori amos is really helping me right now.