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I know I am fat but I am soooo sick of people telling me that..or making lil comments about it. I do try to lose weight, I am eating better and I do exercise. But my doc thinks ive got some kind of hypothyroidism or some shit. There is this one doctor at my work. He always makes comments about it and everyone laughs, even me cuz he is an ass and i dont want him to see that it hurts me. Like if there is food around he is like where did all the food go..oh yea Jessica is working i forgot..or he will be like jessica is on a seafood diet...she sees food and she eats it...he has done it for so long it just makes me soooooo mad. Ive heard tabatha say lil comments since we've stopped talking she is always talking to jamie when she says it, but jamie has nooo room to talk so i dont know why it makes me mad. One time Dr. Brust said something about me in front of Dr. Miller and Miller got pissed at him. I was glad that miller got mad, it made me feel better. I was in a good mood before I went to work..now I hate myself, thankx dr b