to be honest i cant see how this could be fair, im so alone but you seem just fine
I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days have their sunsets.
i miss this
I really keep getting this horrible feeling in me, like no one is there which is completely selfish of me becuase of everything everyone around me is going through. I feel like so many things could be so right but im constantly making the same mistakes over again and holding myself back. I dont know what I want anymore. I dont knwo who i want who i want to be, who i want to be around. Im so confused with life, i mean ive been here before and its such a familiar feeling, which is what is scaring me the most. Its like im so tired of being scared, but when i get the confidence and tell myself im not gonna be scared andymore i get completely shitted on. Its like something you thought you wanted so badly finally gets to you and you get a chance, and within 7 days its crushed, along with your confidence and heart. I know ill be okay though so thats what has got to keep me going at least till something better comes along such as :
birthday in 22 days
RENT in 25 days
and DLD and the hush sound do a good job of keeping my spirits up
Happy 2007
i miss this
I really keep getting this horrible feeling in me, like no one is there which is completely selfish of me becuase of everything everyone around me is going through. I feel like so many things could be so right but im constantly making the same mistakes over again and holding myself back. I dont know what I want anymore. I dont knwo who i want who i want to be, who i want to be around. Im so confused with life, i mean ive been here before and its such a familiar feeling, which is what is scaring me the most. Its like im so tired of being scared, but when i get the confidence and tell myself im not gonna be scared andymore i get completely shitted on. Its like something you thought you wanted so badly finally gets to you and you get a chance, and within 7 days its crushed, along with your confidence and heart. I know ill be okay though so thats what has got to keep me going at least till something better comes along such as :
birthday in 22 days
RENT in 25 days
and DLD and the hush sound do a good job of keeping my spirits up
Happy 2007