you have my attenion like youve had all the while
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i duno what to say in this thing anymore
well i have gotten ditched by about 4 different groups of people tonight. but ya know what? i dont really care because im with lauren and megan and even though we have been just driving around waiting for something to do..im still enjoying myself. you know the type of people who make you feel like that care alot about you and theyre not scared to say it thats them, and the type of people where no matter what you say or do they will love you alot, and no matter how hard youre trying to be funny and youre not they will laugh at everything you say. my best friends
i dont know why im soo scared all the time. I annoy myself. Im scared of confrontation with people i care about. Im scared of rejection and being lonely. Im scared to go out of my way to talk to people who i have fucked things up with them in the past. And to see people with the courage to do all these things, espisally the people who ive messed things up with, can come up to me and say hello...blahh
i like who i am with lauren and megan
i love them alot alot alot
this is meggo..usuckas best friend! let me tell you something about miss jessica peters!) we are all best friends and have so much fun together doing anything and it is just FABULOSO!!! thats all
haha goodnight
hope everyone who goes to prom has a wonderful time.
<3 bye