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today i realized how patheticly unoriginal my life is. seriously. i do the same thing day after day. i wake up at 5.14 [why? i don't know]. get ready, take about a 22 minute shower. do my hair the same EVERY day because i don't like change. dry my hair. get dressed. do my makeup. call melissa at about 6.28 then i grab everything i need for the day and pick up my keys, clock the door behind me and get into my car. the first thing i do is lock my doors and check my car because i am terrified of people being in my car lol. then i drive .02 miles and pick up melissa and nicole. we talk about how much we don't want to go to school and our plans and friends, etc. we get to school about 6.48 and sit there until about 6.52 then walk up to the school, wait for the crosswalk lady to let us walk, then i part ways and go through the back near the bus ramp. go to my locker, then class. i go through my classes like i always do, bored to tears without anyone to really talk to. then i either rush to beat the crowd or wait until the crowd has died down to leave school. or sometimes i go crazy and actually want to see my best friends and i wait to talk to them. i come home. watch tv and wait for the gilmore girls at 4. sometimes i do something and sometimes not. from there i stare at the computer screen for hours waiting to find someone to talk to. when he finally gets on/calls/i get the courage to call i'm then very happy lol. i usually get in bed by about 9.30 unless i am sick, really tired, or i stay up late. then i wake up and do the exact same thing again. somewhere in there i watch tv [full house and fresh prince are the best] and eat way too much food.
okay so some things aren't the same, but a lot of them are the same. i just don't know. i really love my life and my friends and the way everything is going but i just need some change in my life but i am a creature of habit as they say. i don't like people having opinions on me.. i know thats really weird. even if its good. i just don't like it for some reason so i don't even bother caring either. i dunno i'm a weird, confusing person. but i am going to go wait for someone to get online and watch full house.. how suprising.
okay so some things aren't the same, but a lot of them are the same. i just don't know. i really love my life and my friends and the way everything is going but i just need some change in my life but i am a creature of habit as they say. i don't like people having opinions on me.. i know thats really weird. even if its good. i just don't like it for some reason so i don't even bother caring either. i dunno i'm a weird, confusing person. but i am going to go wait for someone to get online and watch full house.. how suprising.