you always said you loved me, just because . . .

[jessicalow_poet]

If I tell you this secret, will you keep it, can I trust you just once?

See it started like this one morning, a moment of bliss
like a ripe rosey apple, you were so hard to resist
but I learnt too late, that you would end up bitter on my tongue

you can love me or leave me,
don't you know were already done?
there's still your moment in transit, I'm not up lifting the stakes
I've been growing my backbone, do you know what that takes?

turn, turn away, i don't need to hear what you want,
well what do you want?

Its a never ending circle, and all the nerves are in your gut
you won't listen to reason, and I won't listen at all
what a pair, what a pair, we made,

you always said forever, but that was yesterday,
you always said you loved me, just because,
just because,

. . .