forever and then some
yeah so i have no updated in a very long time
i think life just freakin sucks a lot!
i failed 2 classes which means next semester i have to work my fucking ass off.. and that sucks.. plus i cant go out NEARLY as much as I used to... but me n becca are gunna do it.. YEAH
ive experienced a lot of shit these past few months.. a lot of things i wished iw ould never have gotten the 'chance' to do... like is just really hard.. and the sad thing is its just gunna keep gettin harder.. and if that is the case.. i do not want to grow up. i do not want to be an adult... at 18 i am NOT mature enough to be able to make decisions that will affect the rest of my life b/c all i do is keep screwing it up! the laws fucking suck. we should become adults when we are like 21 or fuck.. 30! id stay in high school till then just so that i can be more prepared to make such huge choices...
but at least i have my family... and i love them to death.. they are the greatest... and the strange thing is.. when it all comes down to it... the people that u think arent gunna be there for u are the ones who are... its so strange... ive blew off so many important people who i really do love just b/c i was chillin w/someone new and now... all i have is my original freinds.. not the news ones or even my oldest freind...
i dont understand why people have to be jealous and get so angry.. and if u dont have the same personality as me or make the same mistakes as me PLEASE do try to start doing it just so ull be closer to me and her... we made bad choices!!! please dont get off the right track.. u are our freind no matter how different we are.. and ure different in a good way!!!! u do the right things.. we dont! she and i have come super close to ruining our future... u dont want to do that.. i promise!!!!!!.
i just wanna thank a few people who make me feel happy and how...
Erica- i love you! everytime i talk to u, u make me feel like im still important and irreplaceable and that really does make me happy! i love u! and some day we will be reunited!
Becca- youre still here for me.. even though i pushed u away!
Lisa K- you made me realized how lucky i am and how i should be
Josh (Alt)- just watching u dance makes me feel so happy
Josh (allison)- its just ure (old) room.. just being there all my worries go bye bye
Justin- youre an ass to all the girls but me.. and im glad that it can be that way
Brett-thanks for taking time out for me... it really meant a lot.. and i hope i still get to see u!
Jenny- you always listen and u just let me know straight up!!!
Doogie- your laugh brightens my day.. and i dont mean that in a corny way.. it really makes me happy!
okay i just needed to get that out b/c i really do love yall i do! and i dont want anyone to EVER forget it! EVER
yeah so this is way more serious than any other post ive ever made... so yeah... just dont be dumb and ruin everything!
i think life just freakin sucks a lot!
i failed 2 classes which means next semester i have to work my fucking ass off.. and that sucks.. plus i cant go out NEARLY as much as I used to... but me n becca are gunna do it.. YEAH
ive experienced a lot of shit these past few months.. a lot of things i wished iw ould never have gotten the 'chance' to do... like is just really hard.. and the sad thing is its just gunna keep gettin harder.. and if that is the case.. i do not want to grow up. i do not want to be an adult... at 18 i am NOT mature enough to be able to make decisions that will affect the rest of my life b/c all i do is keep screwing it up! the laws fucking suck. we should become adults when we are like 21 or fuck.. 30! id stay in high school till then just so that i can be more prepared to make such huge choices...
but at least i have my family... and i love them to death.. they are the greatest... and the strange thing is.. when it all comes down to it... the people that u think arent gunna be there for u are the ones who are... its so strange... ive blew off so many important people who i really do love just b/c i was chillin w/someone new and now... all i have is my original freinds.. not the news ones or even my oldest freind...
i dont understand why people have to be jealous and get so angry.. and if u dont have the same personality as me or make the same mistakes as me PLEASE do try to start doing it just so ull be closer to me and her... we made bad choices!!! please dont get off the right track.. u are our freind no matter how different we are.. and ure different in a good way!!!! u do the right things.. we dont! she and i have come super close to ruining our future... u dont want to do that.. i promise!!!!!!.
i just wanna thank a few people who make me feel happy and how...
Erica- i love you! everytime i talk to u, u make me feel like im still important and irreplaceable and that really does make me happy! i love u! and some day we will be reunited!
Becca- youre still here for me.. even though i pushed u away!
Lisa K- you made me realized how lucky i am and how i should be
Josh (Alt)- just watching u dance makes me feel so happy
Josh (allison)- its just ure (old) room.. just being there all my worries go bye bye
Justin- youre an ass to all the girls but me.. and im glad that it can be that way
Brett-thanks for taking time out for me... it really meant a lot.. and i hope i still get to see u!
Jenny- you always listen and u just let me know straight up!!!
Doogie- your laugh brightens my day.. and i dont mean that in a corny way.. it really makes me happy!
okay i just needed to get that out b/c i really do love yall i do! and i dont want anyone to EVER forget it! EVER
yeah so this is way more serious than any other post ive ever made... so yeah... just dont be dumb and ruin everything!