you'll never believe this, but i actually DON'T want to go to theory class today. (music theory, in case you're wondering, is by far my favorite class, since it's about - duh - music) i hope i didn't miss much when i missed monday...probably not, though, since we never do enough in there to suit my tastes. dillon will have taken good notes for me, regardless (NOT IRREGARDLESS) because he's what? a good friend. yeah that's right.
so today i'm feeling actually halfway normal. still pretty snarky and sort of down, but better than the usual has been here lately.
i'm actually thinking of building on the twilight fic i wrote called "furnace." i started thinking that it might make a pretty good story if i went on with it. i really like jacob black (i know, *gasp* right?) and i think it could be fun to write more with him and bella.
oh and freaking edwardandbella.net/fanfic STILL hasn't validated "breaking dawn: the missing chapter" and i'm sooper mad. i can't believe it's taking so long and i can't imagine why they would reject it. i know, that's really concieted-sounding, but i mean, i've read some of the stories that are archived on there, and the writing on some of them is - well - not as...good?...as mine? wow. i sound really full of myself and bitchy right now. but it IS true. not the bitchy part, just the part about my writing being decent-er than some of those fics.
so i wrote the admins of that site an email asking how long validation usually took, and if i would recieve an email if my story had been rejected telling me why so that i could correct it. i sent it last night, so i should get a reply...next year? wow, i'm sort of bitter about this, aren't i? :) i don't really mean any of this, i'm just annoyed. it's like a half-rant.
in the meantime, i spent like, an hour and a half on photobucket collecting funny and cool twilight icons.
ZOMG! they changed the layout of the account pages at ffnet and i don't like it! ugh. wow. it's just. ugly. and i can't find a damn thing.
oh and yeah. i downloaded something off limewire that turned out to be a VIRUS. but thankfully my spyware thingy caught it in time. and a few months ago i didn't have any sort of protection against viruses and i can only imagine what could have happened. and that sounds really gay, but it's true! something bad could have happened to eloise (my computer) and then i would have to be sad. yes, i used the word "gay" like "lame", and if you don't like it, then you can kiss my bisexual backside! oh, and yeah i named my computer. what? people used to name their typewriters. and pharrah once named a rental car. so i'm pretty normal, as it happens.
anyway. i'm about done here.