I just wanna run
I dont know why I complain so much about my life.
I really shouldnt at all. I have family that loves me and a handful of friends which is all that matters.
I guess sometimes I think I should deserve more than what comes my way, I know im selfish sometimes.
But thats EVERY BODY in the world. I do care what other people think and feel, but do people care about how I feel?? see, thats being selfish, at least I realize it, right? BLUH.
Austin was fun with cassie, she is such a lovely girl. Im glad we are spending more time together.
I should be sleeping, we are packing to put our shit into the new house.
I was excited to see the new house today and pick out my room but when my mom got there she said they already picked the rooms, and guess what. I get the room CLOSEST to my moms room and it doesnt even have a real fucking door on it. I just got my hopes up thats all. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. i want to move out so fucking bad but how can i support myself with out a real ass job, i need to step my game up and not go out so much right now. I need to start thinking ahead of what im going to do with my life.
I hate growing up but at the same time i want it.
I really shouldnt at all. I have family that loves me and a handful of friends which is all that matters.
I guess sometimes I think I should deserve more than what comes my way, I know im selfish sometimes.
But thats EVERY BODY in the world. I do care what other people think and feel, but do people care about how I feel?? see, thats being selfish, at least I realize it, right? BLUH.
Austin was fun with cassie, she is such a lovely girl. Im glad we are spending more time together.
I should be sleeping, we are packing to put our shit into the new house.
I was excited to see the new house today and pick out my room but when my mom got there she said they already picked the rooms, and guess what. I get the room CLOSEST to my moms room and it doesnt even have a real fucking door on it. I just got my hopes up thats all. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. i want to move out so fucking bad but how can i support myself with out a real ass job, i need to step my game up and not go out so much right now. I need to start thinking ahead of what im going to do with my life.
I hate growing up but at the same time i want it.