well a raving rampage.
ok so heres the thing, theres this complete and total jerk in my fourth who thought it would be really cute to make a comment about mexicans, saying that they smell bad, and i was like, that was really racist, now usually, it prolly wouldnt bother me, but i got really mean, and yelled at him, and thats usually not me, i think i got all defensive because the guy i like is hispanic. only, i dont think of him as hispanic, he doesnt act like most, and hes so sweet, he cares so much about other ppl, and hes absolutly adorable. :) the only thing is, my best friend likes him too, but we have both decided we dont need/want a bf right now, and that who ever he likes, we are going to be psyched for the other one:) i really think that its not going to cause problems, im totally supportive of what ever descion he makes, until he makes one at his own pace, we're all going to stay GREAT friends. and anyways, hopefully we can all hang out this weekend, and maybe get drunk off our asses, just to have a lil fun :P hehe u know us. well anyways, if i drink, i am not NOT NOT NOT mixing alcohols. wooo anyways, nothing really exciting happened today, of course, does anything ever?? well anyways i was pondering somethings today, i have to wonder, i saw someone i used to be good friends with, actually best friends with, and i, and maybe her to, acted as if we didnt even know each other, the "popular" people talk to me more that she does, and i was there for her when no one else was, when her and her BEST friend were fighting, i was there, it was me, who she spent like everyweekend with, me that she came to when pissed at her step mom or her dad. and now she has a bf, who happens to be friends with her BEST friends bf. hmm what a great thing that must be for her. She got a job, a car, and a guy, and suddenly, i wasnt important anymore, or maybe just not good enough. i dont know, maybe a little better off without her, occasionally, ok well two weeks ago, she calls. yea
--well enough whining... <3