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"Everything happens for a reason"
"Maybe it's better this way"
I'm trying to convince myself that things are fine when they aren't.
Vacation was good, was on the phone with Dylan a lot but it helped passed the time...
While on vacation my baby dog Gretchen passed away. (12/12/05) She was 13 years old and very VERY important to me. I practically grew up with her and I'm still putting off grieving. Dylan has helped a lot by being around me even more and constantly to get my mind off from it.
I'm in love, I really am and apparently it's driving everyone nuts.
I'm sorry if I feel this way...
And I'm sorry if I can't live the perfect life you guide me to live.
I'm only human and I make mistakes too.
Today's not been the greatest.
I'm gonna go try to do something productive.
<3 me