Oct 02, 2002 13:54
oday has been the most horrible day ever. I swear, every other word I think is “fuck” Life is not good. I am in the computer lab atschool right now, last class thank God, and through the huge glass windows I can see into Burkhards math class room. Totally sitting beside Budge. I am so jealous, I know. She gets hugs and conversation from him, I get a “hi Jess”in the hall ways every once in a while. Fuck. If he truly loved me, he wouldn’t make me jealous.
And Math class today was such a fucking joke. It took me 10 mins to learn what took the class 2 hours, honest to God, to learn. I’m too smart for that stupid class!
I am so mad right now!