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I feel so much better now. I have to stop letting my far-out assumptions get the best of me and take over. I need to realize that just because we can't see each other for a couple days doesn't mean we can't make things work. Time apart makes you cherish your time together more. It takes a strong relationship to be able to be apart and still make it work. I love this boy. Not real love, but I don't know how else to say it. I'm infatuated with him. He makes me so happy and I have never felt this way before. I have never felt as safe as I do with him. I love how I don't ever have to worry, and up until yesterday, I never questioned our relationship- because I really have no reason to. I'm as happy as I've ever been, I think. I'm giving him the power to destroy my world, but trusting him not to. <3