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Wow, it has been SO long since I've been on this thing. I feel very empty right now. It's 5:15am and this is a normal night/morning for me. Haven't slept yet... barely ever sleep. I recently moved in with Melissa and everything is changing. I finally have a steady, full-time job at Applebees.. Those are two of the few things I am happy about in my life right now. My brother is in with the wrong crowd and probably headed in the wrong direction. I haven't talked to my father in weeks, but last I heard he was going to check himself into rehab.. but I'll believe that when I see it. I no longer know my mother and it breaks my heart. Matthew and I broke up and that in itself is all I can say. I finally met someone else that I could be happy with.. but of course there is someone else and nothing ever works out for me. I've realized all you need are a few good people in your life to pull you through the tough times, and for now (and always) I have Melissa. I couldn't ask for a better person to be by my side. I have to work in a few hours... on that note, I'm gonna wrap this up. I don't think that anyone even uses this silly thing anymore but I feel better now that I let out some of how I feel.
Goodnight.
Goodnight.