The Perfect Start to the Worst Day
Okay, so I talk Mirelle into letting me get an hour break so that I could go home and see Grandma. (When I finally did clock out I had worked 11.35 hours.) So that was good. Then Danielle and Alisia came in and they left at 10! When nothing was done, and they knew that they were leaving! I really wished they would have told Mirelle about it, so that maybe she might of talked someone else into closing with us.
Then I was talking to Pato and he tells me that he is really exhausted because he had to work since 6:30 this morning. OKAY, that's fine so Yesina gave me a ride home. Then he calls me tonight and goes baby, I have to work tomorrow. You know he hasn't gotten his tux yet! So of course the date that we both said that we were going to go get his tux, was changed to eating at Carlitos's house to working tomorrow. OKay, just another day in the year right!? (My Prom, I mean)
Then, I had to drop money 2 times today and then when I gave Mirelle all my money at the end of the night it came to 70.95 in tips. WOW! And then I knew (thought, as it turned out) that I had some other tickets but what I found was a 20, so all together I made 90.95. Well, Eric comes to the front of the store and said you 'found' 20 dollars, more like you held back 20 dollars. And then he was talking to Mirelle about checking her math because of the fact that it was a certain amount of money that I had dropped. (I think I dropped over $650.) Well, I guess I couldn't take it anymore, I just started to cry. He thought first off that I would try to steal (when you don't report all of your tips) or I didn't deserve it after all that I had worked that day. He noticed that I was upset and tried to make me smile but when it didn't work he kept telling me to stop working and to tell him what was wrong but I just kept telling him that I had work to do. If there was ever a time that I had wanted to walk out it was tonight. Why work for a guy that dosen't trust you? I dont know. And Micheal bless his heart, he kept asking me if I was going to be okay. He kept saying that he didn't want to come into work tomorrow and find out that I had killed myself. I said no... maybe in the hospital but not dead lol. I would never on purpose but if I could sleep through the next three weeks, that would be great.
Then when Pato told me that he wanted to cancel our plans yet again (we had planned to go out before work today but he had to work today also) just makes me seem that he say no to me and yes to everyone else. He's the one that begs me to ask my parents to go out with him and then when I give him permission about three days in advance, he tells me at the last moment that he has other plans. I guess everything is really getting me. I hope that he knows that he has got to go get his tux and shirt by himself.
~ Feeling Unwanted
Then I was talking to Pato and he tells me that he is really exhausted because he had to work since 6:30 this morning. OKAY, that's fine so Yesina gave me a ride home. Then he calls me tonight and goes baby, I have to work tomorrow. You know he hasn't gotten his tux yet! So of course the date that we both said that we were going to go get his tux, was changed to eating at Carlitos's house to working tomorrow. OKay, just another day in the year right!? (My Prom, I mean)
Then, I had to drop money 2 times today and then when I gave Mirelle all my money at the end of the night it came to 70.95 in tips. WOW! And then I knew (thought, as it turned out) that I had some other tickets but what I found was a 20, so all together I made 90.95. Well, Eric comes to the front of the store and said you 'found' 20 dollars, more like you held back 20 dollars. And then he was talking to Mirelle about checking her math because of the fact that it was a certain amount of money that I had dropped. (I think I dropped over $650.) Well, I guess I couldn't take it anymore, I just started to cry. He thought first off that I would try to steal (when you don't report all of your tips) or I didn't deserve it after all that I had worked that day. He noticed that I was upset and tried to make me smile but when it didn't work he kept telling me to stop working and to tell him what was wrong but I just kept telling him that I had work to do. If there was ever a time that I had wanted to walk out it was tonight. Why work for a guy that dosen't trust you? I dont know. And Micheal bless his heart, he kept asking me if I was going to be okay. He kept saying that he didn't want to come into work tomorrow and find out that I had killed myself. I said no... maybe in the hospital but not dead lol. I would never on purpose but if I could sleep through the next three weeks, that would be great.
Then when Pato told me that he wanted to cancel our plans yet again (we had planned to go out before work today but he had to work today also) just makes me seem that he say no to me and yes to everyone else. He's the one that begs me to ask my parents to go out with him and then when I give him permission about three days in advance, he tells me at the last moment that he has other plans. I guess everything is really getting me. I hope that he knows that he has got to go get his tux and shirt by himself.
~ Feeling Unwanted