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after max broke up w/ me like a month ago
and i cried and cried for what was it 4 days? not even like 3?
i realized
i would be fine
i'd survive
i feel stupid for thinking i wouldn't
but when we went back together
i don't think i was ever all truly there
i wanted to be
i pretended to be
and i would of been amazingly happy if we were together forever
but knowing that i'd be fine with out him
made it different some how
knowing he could hurt me that much
made me question everything he did
so saturday night rolls around
cades party
hes drunk
i'm sobber
he walks me home
i hit my head really hard
don't remember anything really...
next day melissas party
everythings normal
he comes over monday morning to amke me french toast
we talk and what be
n yea we broke up again
but
i know i'll be fine
yes i cried
who wouldn't hes an amazing guy
but... i didn't cry that much
i got right back into my old routine
hanging out with friends
guys hitting on me
wokring
and we still hang out
max and i that is
we have always talked so much
we're amazing friends
we were amazing lovers
but not mature enough to stay together
but we're going to stay friends
if i can handel it, like best friends
andi'm sure i can do it
after i get over the
i want to rip your clothes off everytime i see you phase...
connor and i want to quit our jobs
i need to find another one first tho
going camping tomorrow!!
it'sso exciting
max and i are supposed to be planning this but i'm afraid to call him
being single is kinda fun
i forgot how fun it can be
wondering if a guy likes you
being hit on
being rejected isn't the funnest but w/e eh
going on dates with strangers
it's exciting
i'd much more rather have what max and i had
like, 110% positive i'd rather that
it's amazing knowing someones there for you, and being held knowing someone loves you as much as you love them and all that snazz
but it's exicitng and all to try out new guys!
lol
max and i had a once in a life time kinda love
i'll be the luckiest person alive if i find that again
pew pew
camping will be fun
cc and i are discussing tent situations
so far it goes
cade n cc
jason n mel
beany n jeff
connor will watch melissa n jason
max n me...
or i'll hook up with connor to make max jealous
lol
or ill find a cute stranger boy like i always seem to
BAM!
i dont' have a bathing suit
oh well
i have a dentist app. in 30 minutes
i shouldprolly finish my laundry and get on that...
well you all be good
i move so soon it's insane!!
ummmm...
yea i think you guys should keep up the comments
comment on anything
love
life
laughter
cats
GOOD DAY MADAMS! et sirs
and i cried and cried for what was it 4 days? not even like 3?
i realized
i would be fine
i'd survive
i feel stupid for thinking i wouldn't
but when we went back together
i don't think i was ever all truly there
i wanted to be
i pretended to be
and i would of been amazingly happy if we were together forever
but knowing that i'd be fine with out him
made it different some how
knowing he could hurt me that much
made me question everything he did
so saturday night rolls around
cades party
hes drunk
i'm sobber
he walks me home
i hit my head really hard
don't remember anything really...
next day melissas party
everythings normal
he comes over monday morning to amke me french toast
we talk and what be
n yea we broke up again
but
i know i'll be fine
yes i cried
who wouldn't hes an amazing guy
but... i didn't cry that much
i got right back into my old routine
hanging out with friends
guys hitting on me
wokring
and we still hang out
max and i that is
we have always talked so much
we're amazing friends
we were amazing lovers
but not mature enough to stay together
but we're going to stay friends
if i can handel it, like best friends
andi'm sure i can do it
after i get over the
i want to rip your clothes off everytime i see you phase...
connor and i want to quit our jobs
i need to find another one first tho
going camping tomorrow!!
it'sso exciting
max and i are supposed to be planning this but i'm afraid to call him
being single is kinda fun
i forgot how fun it can be
wondering if a guy likes you
being hit on
being rejected isn't the funnest but w/e eh
going on dates with strangers
it's exciting
i'd much more rather have what max and i had
like, 110% positive i'd rather that
it's amazing knowing someones there for you, and being held knowing someone loves you as much as you love them and all that snazz
but it's exicitng and all to try out new guys!
lol
max and i had a once in a life time kinda love
i'll be the luckiest person alive if i find that again
pew pew
camping will be fun
cc and i are discussing tent situations
so far it goes
cade n cc
jason n mel
beany n jeff
connor will watch melissa n jason
max n me...
or i'll hook up with connor to make max jealous
lol
or ill find a cute stranger boy like i always seem to
BAM!
i dont' have a bathing suit
oh well
i have a dentist app. in 30 minutes
i shouldprolly finish my laundry and get on that...
well you all be good
i move so soon it's insane!!
ummmm...
yea i think you guys should keep up the comments
comment on anything
love
life
laughter
cats
GOOD DAY MADAMS! et sirs