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So I am officially crazy. Being medicated maybe isnt such a bad thing. Maybe it will make me see things for the way the really are. All this anxiety and crap makes me so worked up. I had a pretty bad break down the other night, really for no reason. I woke up the next day feeling completely drained, but with the intentions of taking much better care of myself.
I stopped by and surprised Carlos at work on Tuesday, yes, during a blizzard. He was ridiculously happy to see me, and even wanted me to stay for lunch with everybody in the office. I was a bit thrown off, and told him I would another time, but it felt great to be so wanted. Then that night he drove out, yes, in a blizzard, to pick me up from being snow bound at Amandas. What a wonderful night.
I Just finished my taxes! Which means someday soon I will have a large amount of money, too bad none of it really belongs to me...
Well I have to get ready for work, ON MY DAY OFF!!! But I have to do what I have to do.... though that seems more like it should be finding a new job.
I stopped by and surprised Carlos at work on Tuesday, yes, during a blizzard. He was ridiculously happy to see me, and even wanted me to stay for lunch with everybody in the office. I was a bit thrown off, and told him I would another time, but it felt great to be so wanted. Then that night he drove out, yes, in a blizzard, to pick me up from being snow bound at Amandas. What a wonderful night.
I Just finished my taxes! Which means someday soon I will have a large amount of money, too bad none of it really belongs to me...
Well I have to get ready for work, ON MY DAY OFF!!! But I have to do what I have to do.... though that seems more like it should be finding a new job.