a day of poetry
LATELY MY EYES...
have been so heavy.
i go out amongst you with such enthusiasm that you are blinded by my cover.
this pain that haunts me in the darkness of my mind.
is to far to be touched by the deep hearts of my piers.
to far to grazed by the fingers of your god.
only within the grasps of the shallow beings that rule our world.
is my heart at their mercy?
...........
Can i not?
make him fall in love?
ive bend your mind to like so...
you lust over the poetry that is me.
this shallow mindtrap called a computer.
has you so blinded.
how is it that i can make you fall so willingly?
but not capture the heart of my own?
.........
Since when?
did you become so lovely?
and why...
cant i just hold you
so soft, so strong
you run your hands
down my face...
and turn your back and walk away....
once your gone...
tears replace your gentle fingertips.
and i lose control.
it always ends up this way.
.........
like kisses on my chest...
your eyes.
they seem so full...
of the life.
we once shared....
in a dream.
and your kisses...
they evade my soul.
..........
have been so heavy.
i go out amongst you with such enthusiasm that you are blinded by my cover.
this pain that haunts me in the darkness of my mind.
is to far to be touched by the deep hearts of my piers.
to far to grazed by the fingers of your god.
only within the grasps of the shallow beings that rule our world.
is my heart at their mercy?
...........
Can i not?
make him fall in love?
ive bend your mind to like so...
you lust over the poetry that is me.
this shallow mindtrap called a computer.
has you so blinded.
how is it that i can make you fall so willingly?
but not capture the heart of my own?
.........
Since when?
did you become so lovely?
and why...
cant i just hold you
so soft, so strong
you run your hands
down my face...
and turn your back and walk away....
once your gone...
tears replace your gentle fingertips.
and i lose control.
it always ends up this way.
.........
like kisses on my chest...
your eyes.
they seem so full...
of the life.
we once shared....
in a dream.
and your kisses...
they evade my soul.
..........