ehh..=\ i hatee today!
Hmm..lets see I woke up at 11 because my mom wanted me to wake up and i was mad because i wanted to sleep=[ So i get ready and clean my room and go shopping for like 4hours..again!=O And all i bought was 2 shirts! i was like no.. im never going shopping again! Then i go n get chinese food and come home and something i bought was messed up so i had to go to tha store 1 more fucking time! Well i was there for 2 whole fucking hours! god damnn! And i have to go shopping again tomorrow! I hate christmas time!!=O
Then I came home and was watching "The Crow" cuz thats like my all time favorite movie=] Hmm..then I was in my room wrapping my cousins present and now I am here just listenin to music and talkin to Michelle online<3
i hate christmas time! its when im always fucking broke because i have to buy gifts for all of my cousins, my mom, my brother, my step dad, my aunt and my uncle n then Mika n Sarah..and then when its time to open presents.. I never fucking get what I want..its like umm i dont care anymore! What I want for christmas is something that *santa* cant get me..=[ seriously i just cant wait til 2005 because i have done so much shit this year that i am not proud of..some of u know and some of u dont..the people that dont..wont find out cuz im sick of people fucking judging me!
Melissa- i miss u like crazy! seriously.. i just want you back here w/ us! i miss talking to you and seeing you! i love you=]
*Lets just say that my life is really messed up because of what i have done in the past and when 2005 comes.. i am gonna be different! some of u will like it..some of u wont..the ones who wont..fuck you*
i am so sick of everyone telling me that they are gonna be there for me all the time..but when I need them the most..oh shitt they arent there! thats just so messed up..idc anymore
peace outttt bitches*
Then I came home and was watching "The Crow" cuz thats like my all time favorite movie=] Hmm..then I was in my room wrapping my cousins present and now I am here just listenin to music and talkin to Michelle online<3
i hate christmas time! its when im always fucking broke because i have to buy gifts for all of my cousins, my mom, my brother, my step dad, my aunt and my uncle n then Mika n Sarah..and then when its time to open presents.. I never fucking get what I want..its like umm i dont care anymore! What I want for christmas is something that *santa* cant get me..=[ seriously i just cant wait til 2005 because i have done so much shit this year that i am not proud of..some of u know and some of u dont..the people that dont..wont find out cuz im sick of people fucking judging me!
Melissa- i miss u like crazy! seriously.. i just want you back here w/ us! i miss talking to you and seeing you! i love you=]
*Lets just say that my life is really messed up because of what i have done in the past and when 2005 comes.. i am gonna be different! some of u will like it..some of u wont..the ones who wont..fuck you*
i am so sick of everyone telling me that they are gonna be there for me all the time..but when I need them the most..oh shitt they arent there! thats just so messed up..idc anymore
peace outttt bitches*