I Just Dont Know
well even though yall say nick likes me i just don't think he does. i mean i catch him lookin at me and stuff, and yes he cathes me too, but i still dont know. i mean why would he wanna go out with me? i am so blah! for real! and he's gorgeous. why would he want me when i am FAR from being gorgeous? i just still dont know? i so double thing EVERYTHING it could all be true what bj said, that nick likes me, but then it could totally be not true cuz i'm me. ya know? i'm just so..i dunno
steph, if you're friends dont like you for who you are or what you do; then those "friends" aren't really friends. they should love you no matter what. just like i do! dont say you dont care. if you need to vent i'm right here! like today, when something was wrong, you coulda told me. i woulda listened and helped ya as much as i could have. for real! anytime! call me, email me, anything...i'm right there..
benda, i'm happy for you for goin with brandon. ok? i mean i found it kinda really ODD at first, but if you are happy you are happy! you are one of my best friends and i'm behind you no matter what. well not if you are smokin or smokin weed or anything. that's not cool at all! so i love you too! ok?
jessica