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It is weird how happy i was...like knowing that i didnt talk to alot of ppl anymore...lost my love.... lost my little cuz who i love more than life.....it is wierd....now i see...FUCK I LOST SO MUCH TO BE HAPPY!?!?!?!? i dont feel anymore...i feel like i just ACT to be happy.... i love the fact that i hang out w/ Erik more...and that fact i have my own money.... i love the fact i dont have a b/f?...idk....but i miss sooooo much... i think i am just ahhhhhh
fuck idk anymore.....i miss Jenn Gabby KATrena (i cant spell her name) Steven Geno.... but i cant talk to them ... and i dont know y?...i guess i just feel like i am going to get hurt?.....i mean GAbby and Jenn have a different life.....Katrena to....Steven got a g/f and that changed a lot i am soooo fucken happy for him tho :-D Geno.. i am just like fuck i fucked up and i dont know how.....
i still talk to Fred Mike Oscer witch is rad!
i know i am missing a few ppl SORRY i will remember ....lol...
and some kids i dont even know dont like me b/c i am "mean" or "stuck up"? it just SUX
idk i guess i just need to get back into some old things that make me feel good!
I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!
fuck idk anymore.....i miss Jenn Gabby KATrena (i cant spell her name) Steven Geno.... but i cant talk to them ... and i dont know y?...i guess i just feel like i am going to get hurt?.....i mean GAbby and Jenn have a different life.....Katrena to....Steven got a g/f and that changed a lot i am soooo fucken happy for him tho :-D Geno.. i am just like fuck i fucked up and i dont know how.....
i still talk to Fred Mike Oscer witch is rad!
i know i am missing a few ppl SORRY i will remember ....lol...
and some kids i dont even know dont like me b/c i am "mean" or "stuck up"? it just SUX
idk i guess i just need to get back into some old things that make me feel good!
I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!