May 28, 2004 16:01
so im sure most of u have already heard about what happened to me thursday...now it was scariest day of my life...but i was also upset...not neccasarly about what happend...well yea that too...but in him. i know he has a heart deep down and i know hes just trying to let it come out...i hope he learned he lesson that being nice takes u alot farther than hate does...
on another note, i was SO proud of myself. i was sitting there listening to him yelling and screaming at me about stuff i heard him but i wasnt listening...i didnt care about anything he said and when i looked at his face and saw how much he was getting out of saying all this i wasnt gonna let it happen...he steps all over girls all the time and i wasnt gonna be one of them...i wasnt gonna let that happen to me so i slapped him. yeaaa not enough to realllly hurt him but enough to get his attention. i dont care what anyone else says i was happy with myself....i wasnt gonna let him bring me down like that. i wasnt gonna be one of those girls! although i can literally say it was the worst day of my life..it was also i a real discovery and i really found the inner strength i have been looking for.
DANA ONIEL- words can not express how much i love u. u were there for me when every one else wasnt...and i cannot tell u how grateful i am....u are one of my closest friends i love you so much...if u ever need ANYTHING at ALL at any tmie of the night or day u can always call me, im here for you and after yesterday i know now u are here for me :-) thank you for being a true friend