SPRING BREAK!!! WOOO! *DANCES AROUND LIKE AN IDIOT*
hey guys... i haven't updated in a long while. well... anywayz... its finally spring break!!! *sighs relief* only 9 more weeks of school!!! well... since my previous entry... quite a bit has happened... me and kyle decided to try the whole 'long distance' thing for a while... then the dumbass cheated on me with some chick that supposedly reminded him of me... and the girl (kerri) called me a few nights ago sayin stuff like "omg... im soo sorry that i made you and kyle break up... he kept talkin about you.. but i always thought you guys already broke up... i know he loves you... i hope i can try to get you too back together... i knew he didnt love me... but i really liked him... and i realized that he should be with the girl he loves .... so i broke it off with him... i hate to see him so miserable...blah blah blah..." the whole thing is kinda weird to me... its sooo unlike kyle to cheat on anyone.... and he really felt like we had something special (or so he said) now im starting to wonder... if everything he ever told me over the past few years that ive known him and dated him... was a lie. i mean... ever since he moved away... i see kyle in a whole different light... and its not too pretty... i mean... it seems like hes got like this whole other side to him... i mean the kyle i always knew and fell in love with did not do all this shit... but then again... everyone makes mistakes... no one's perfect... but still... either way... what he did was wrong. i mean... we went out for a long time. soooo many memories just seem to have gone down the drain. and as much as i hate to admit it... i just cant get over him. i cant stop thinking about him, but whenever he calls me... its like we have nothing to talk about anymore... maybe some of you chicos might understand better whats going on with him... but if anyone has any advice... please comment. anywayz... theres this really hot guy that rides the bus i take to practice each day and his name is travis. i dunno what grade he's in (but with my luck hes a freshie) but we talk a lot and hes really funny... but i dont think he likes me... this other kid named travis (damn...waaaaay too many travis's all of the sudden huh?) said that the cute travis likes me... but i doubt it. i dunno... we opened starbursts with our tongues and it was fun. lol. i dunno... my love life is a little too confusing for me. it went from near perfect to massive confusion and headache. well... anywayz... this spring break should be pretty fun... im going out all sorts of places so that should give me some time to get my mind off this shit and maybe sort this junk out. im going camping at peace river and then im going to orlando and possibly georgia. well... thats pretty much all i can write for now... comment if you wish... love you all! PEACE!