Aug 13, 2006 12:30
so nick and i have officially lived together for one year and one week and one day. don't know what made me think about that, but it makes me happy. i'm really glad he and i still have each other. i hope we always do. the scary growing up business is easier to swallow when he holds my hand... and i'm pretty certain by this point that i am at least some small comfort to him. mmmm, he still makes me weak in the knees. yesterday i covered his entire bathroom mirror with pink post-its of reasons why i love him... another is, i love the way he smiles at me when i do something special for him. ohhhh goodness, what did i do to deserve this? i never thought of myself as lucky, before him.
my phone is my lifeline. if i couldn't at least hear your voices and share thoughts with my most amazing friends who happen to live much too far from me, i think i'd go crazy(er.)
nick and i set up a myspace. pretty much just so we can see everyone else's. i still treasure my lj; it's my record of what's been up the past few years.
i don't really know exactly what i'm feeling right now. i wish i knew where we'll all be... the future is uncertain and the past is over and the present is slipping away... good luck to you.