You had a bad day, youre takin one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around....
It's been awhile yet again....
But ya know I really don't even know what has gone on. I have a routine that happens everyday. I go to class, I go to work, I go observe, I eat lunch in there somewhere, I workout with Melissa, I shower and eat dinner, do some homework, a few meetings, maybe if im lucky get to see Nick for an hour or two and then I go to bed.
It's nothing about the people aorund me. I'm not mad at anyone. I just need my space and people don't understand that. I am perfectly campable of eating lunch by myself or finding someone else to sit with and I don't understand why some people can't figure that out. I just can't ever find time to JUST BE ALONE. When I have a break my roommates in our room watching TV or Im running to try to get something else done. I just have no sympathy for people who have time to take naps, play video games, or watch tv all day. Especially when you want to complain to me how busy one of your days is or how tired you are. I'm sorry I don't understand. If you wanna switch days with me I'd love to because I would be thrilled to have your "busy day".
I'm sorry I know its the fact that I've been fighting a cold all week. I'm tired, I'm sick of class, I'm sick of people, I just want a time to be by myself and I know it's not going to happen. I hate dorm life in the fact that you can't have time to yourself in your own environment, especially when you have a life. There are just too many things going on. Too many papers to start, projects to finish, groups being pains in my rear end, and tests to study for. I'm in need of Spring Break and its still 2 weeks away.
On the positive note, two of my babies are coming up here next weekend. Lots of fun things planned. They are both good girls too so lets just hope that the combination of them plus other little kids all weekend doesn't cause chaos. They are very excited though. I promised them swimming time, bowling, and lots of fun games. They just love to "spend the night at my college". I miss them alot too so hopefully it will be a fun time!!
So for the next two weeks don't expect another entry. My calendar is covered in projects, meetings, and such to be completed! Luckily for me this weekend should be pretty slow, but I have a whole lot of stuff to work on. A to do list that when it gets completed an entire other page shows up with stuff.
On another positive note, as of right now 2 weeks from midterm I have pretty much a 100% in every class. The hard work has paid off and I have been able to get VERY good grades thus far! Lets just hope that I can keep on this streak and continue to atleast do well.
Enough of my ranting....I have class in 10 minutes, a meeting, workout, and shower before meeting Nickolaus in Fort Wayne at my favorite place (Panera) for dinner :)! I think he knows just what I need some time away from this place with him :)! Feel free to shoot me an email...its about the only way I will respond to you!
Love,
Me
But ya know I really don't even know what has gone on. I have a routine that happens everyday. I go to class, I go to work, I go observe, I eat lunch in there somewhere, I workout with Melissa, I shower and eat dinner, do some homework, a few meetings, maybe if im lucky get to see Nick for an hour or two and then I go to bed.
It's nothing about the people aorund me. I'm not mad at anyone. I just need my space and people don't understand that. I am perfectly campable of eating lunch by myself or finding someone else to sit with and I don't understand why some people can't figure that out. I just can't ever find time to JUST BE ALONE. When I have a break my roommates in our room watching TV or Im running to try to get something else done. I just have no sympathy for people who have time to take naps, play video games, or watch tv all day. Especially when you want to complain to me how busy one of your days is or how tired you are. I'm sorry I don't understand. If you wanna switch days with me I'd love to because I would be thrilled to have your "busy day".
I'm sorry I know its the fact that I've been fighting a cold all week. I'm tired, I'm sick of class, I'm sick of people, I just want a time to be by myself and I know it's not going to happen. I hate dorm life in the fact that you can't have time to yourself in your own environment, especially when you have a life. There are just too many things going on. Too many papers to start, projects to finish, groups being pains in my rear end, and tests to study for. I'm in need of Spring Break and its still 2 weeks away.
On the positive note, two of my babies are coming up here next weekend. Lots of fun things planned. They are both good girls too so lets just hope that the combination of them plus other little kids all weekend doesn't cause chaos. They are very excited though. I promised them swimming time, bowling, and lots of fun games. They just love to "spend the night at my college". I miss them alot too so hopefully it will be a fun time!!
So for the next two weeks don't expect another entry. My calendar is covered in projects, meetings, and such to be completed! Luckily for me this weekend should be pretty slow, but I have a whole lot of stuff to work on. A to do list that when it gets completed an entire other page shows up with stuff.
On another positive note, as of right now 2 weeks from midterm I have pretty much a 100% in every class. The hard work has paid off and I have been able to get VERY good grades thus far! Lets just hope that I can keep on this streak and continue to atleast do well.
Enough of my ranting....I have class in 10 minutes, a meeting, workout, and shower before meeting Nickolaus in Fort Wayne at my favorite place (Panera) for dinner :)! I think he knows just what I need some time away from this place with him :)! Feel free to shoot me an email...its about the only way I will respond to you!
Love,
Me