instincts are misleading, you shouldn't think what you're feeling
well im glad we are back to square one again! and now i know why i did what i did so many times. it's so frustrating i fucking can't handle it. and for what? a fucking title? is that so god damn hard to ask? maybe if you make me happy i wouldn't of made you so "miserable". and if it's so GOD DAMN FUCKING HARD TO BARE THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL DEALING WITH IT YOU FUCKING RETARTED ASSHOLE I WANT TO KILL YOU. that makes me feel .2 % better. i've dug myself into a fucking 400 ft hole and i burned the shovel with the last god damn match i had and now how am i gonna smoke a stogie? thats how i feel right now. i wish i was dead or in p.r again where i didn't have to deal with bullshit i just had to lay on the beach. fucking bitch.