Scattered brain and still I'm sane
My thoughts are everywhere this week. Do I know what I want or am I confused? Or is it that for once(GASP) I am too shy to express myself? Am I genuinely happy in my situation of life? I can't help but wonder.
I know this is the time in my life when I should be questioning, pondering, searching for myself and my true desires. But everything is a blur right now. I thought things would be easier at this point but I guess I decieved myself.
28 more days and counting. I can hardly stand the wait. I totally aced my second major test in physics. All I can say is, thank you God. Things are actually looking up in the academic department. I can't wait to exempt finals.
I don't want to live in the past but right now, it's pretty hard to live in what is my present situation of life. I don't want to take it for granted but seeing everything slowly end (school, drama, my childhood) is making me so sad. Today in performance drama, we totally cleared the stage and cleaned it until it was completely empty of all props from THE WIZ. No more glitter on the stage, no more poppie flowers, no more beautiful Emerald city backdrop...it's quite depressing. But as the saying goes, all things must come to an end...which makes me think...I don't want a single good thing in my life to end. Not now, not ever. Will that ever change for me?
I know this is the time in my life when I should be questioning, pondering, searching for myself and my true desires. But everything is a blur right now. I thought things would be easier at this point but I guess I decieved myself.
28 more days and counting. I can hardly stand the wait. I totally aced my second major test in physics. All I can say is, thank you God. Things are actually looking up in the academic department. I can't wait to exempt finals.
I don't want to live in the past but right now, it's pretty hard to live in what is my present situation of life. I don't want to take it for granted but seeing everything slowly end (school, drama, my childhood) is making me so sad. Today in performance drama, we totally cleared the stage and cleaned it until it was completely empty of all props from THE WIZ. No more glitter on the stage, no more poppie flowers, no more beautiful Emerald city backdrop...it's quite depressing. But as the saying goes, all things must come to an end...which makes me think...I don't want a single good thing in my life to end. Not now, not ever. Will that ever change for me?