it's not what it seems, but it is..
work was fun tonight. i got to meet chelsea.
she's really cool and i can fit in with her just fine.
i don't feel lonely when we work together, and i sure could get used to it :-)
so, i guess i might have gotten "laid off" tonight? who knows.
i honestly dont care. ill just keep working until im told to stop.
then i will get a job somewhere else. f dat.
tyla came over today. he's a cutie.
the gang came and stole me after work; the gang being:
tim, paige, chris, rachel, dave, leigh, and that's it i think.
went back to tim's.
it's been a realllll long time since i've been there.
lots of memories.
graduation hit me hard tonight.
well not so much graduation, more just the "they're all leaving me" part of it.
tim leaves tomorrow.
and its like, i've spent all summer ignoring the fact that if i neglected my senior friends, its not like come september i see them again and everything is fine.
this is it.
so now im caught up in all this emotion, and really all it is is that i'm just gonna miss them.
im gonna miss them being around,
making me laugh,
kidnapping me,
basement parties.
sigh.
i guess i had to say goodbye eventually.
i just never thought eventually meant now.
anyway, im not sad right now, just reflective.
sigh. life <3
she's really cool and i can fit in with her just fine.
i don't feel lonely when we work together, and i sure could get used to it :-)
so, i guess i might have gotten "laid off" tonight? who knows.
i honestly dont care. ill just keep working until im told to stop.
then i will get a job somewhere else. f dat.
tyla came over today. he's a cutie.
the gang came and stole me after work; the gang being:
tim, paige, chris, rachel, dave, leigh, and that's it i think.
went back to tim's.
it's been a realllll long time since i've been there.
lots of memories.
graduation hit me hard tonight.
well not so much graduation, more just the "they're all leaving me" part of it.
tim leaves tomorrow.
and its like, i've spent all summer ignoring the fact that if i neglected my senior friends, its not like come september i see them again and everything is fine.
this is it.
so now im caught up in all this emotion, and really all it is is that i'm just gonna miss them.
im gonna miss them being around,
making me laugh,
kidnapping me,
basement parties.
sigh.
i guess i had to say goodbye eventually.
i just never thought eventually meant now.
anyway, im not sad right now, just reflective.
sigh. life <3