Bad day

[jessi41684]

I have had a really horiible day... My kitty Passed away today at about 12:15 pm. Im heart broken he was just a baby. not even two. Ive prepaired myself if something were to happen to my older cats but Him? it was so unexpected! Ultimatly it was liver failure that was the probelm. the vet said he could have been born with it and thats why he never gained alot of weight. and that could have been part of the probelm a few months ago when he got really sick.Either way it was too unexpected. and my own vet was of no help to me! I called this morning told them he was sick ahd to be seen right away. I explained my situation that I have no money till I get paid on friday. could I post date a check? they were like no blah blah we dont so that .. then the bitch had the nerve to ask if I could barrow the money from someone! I was pissed Ive been going to them since my older cats were babies. thats like 13 years! and this is how they treat me? Ohh I was pissed. so I call my grandma PISSED and crying and she tells me to take him up to her vet. they get me right in. they start him asap on fluids. the vet said he diddnt have a good chance. i got him there at 10:45 I left arounf 12. they called me at 12:25 and said he was passing did I want them to take heroic measures.. I wanted to say yes but I knew. even if they did bring him back I couldnt afford to keep him alive. there was no way. so I said no. I brought him home for the night so Elizah could say his good byes.. I bring him back in the Am there going to creamate him. I love him... and miss him so much.. im going to cry when I walk in the door and hes not there on the banister waiting for me. :(

And lets top the day off with my poor loving fieances car breaks down on his way to get Payton and my dad and robbie had to tow him back to the house.. so now were down a car till god nows when we can get it fixed. :O/ I just want a big chocolet bar and my bed right now!



Sabastion 04-2005 *~* 12-27-2006