Sep 11, 2005 00:01
So... A few things to say tonight.
I have half-heartedly been looking out to make new friends. Female friends.
For some reason, most of my close friends (the few, the proud) are guys.
My best friend is definitely Kyle.
Well, not counting Chavo. But those two are definitely on totally different ends of the spectrum.
Anyways.
So, I have friends who are female. But I am a difficult person... Because my interests are... jumpy.
Sometimes I like to go out a lot. And yes, I drink. But I am not the type to go out and get smashed every weekend.
So I want someone I can do that with.
Sometimes I like to stay in a talk. I love conversation... but I am not good at small talk and my sense of humor is kind of off... Trust me, guys, I hold back around most people.
So, I need someone with a similar sense of humor.
Also- I appreciate education, knowledge, and pushing myself. I would like someone with similar goals.
I'm a spiritual person. I love my Catholicism. I am not, however, judgmental, and I respect people's beliefs.
It annoys me when people feel the need to disprove the existence of God.
Similarly, it annoys me when people are too forceful in pushing their views on God and the New Testament on people are just not into it. Religion and/or spirituality is a personal thing. It's different for everyone. I know where I stand with God. It's important to me that people respect that.
I am not at all the elitist type, obviously... I'm fairly laid back... and I honestly can't stand people who are so pretentious as to try to spurt out everything they are good at, or what they have experience, or how their woes are more woeful, how their love is more deep, how their everything is to the extreme. I mean c'mon. That's annoying.
I'm into music, but I'm not obsessed. I like art, but who doesn't?
The reason why I want more female friends? I don't know. It started out with a conversation with my sister hypothetically picking out wedding maids of honour and whatnot. And I started thinking.. I've got nothing. Not that I am getting married soon or anything.
I like people who are real... in the sense that they don't pretend to be something they are not. I hate small talk... It's awkward. I like someone who will react well to my blunt thoughts if I were to actually put them out there...
I don't know where I am going with this anymore.. I just felt I should put this out there.
By the way, I am not trying to replace my guy friends. I love you guys. But honestly... your penis gets in the way sometimes.
In the non-literal sense.
eek.
And pssst! :
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