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well im really ina shitty mood
i got a lot on my chest right now!!
dont you hate the feeling when feel like your loosing someone that u were so close w/ and shared EVERYTHING with and u knew you could trust them?? yeah well i hate that feeling! I try so hard 2 k.i.t w/ her but she never answers her fone, she never calls me back idk maybe its me maybe i dont call her enough but everytime i call her i feel like im bothering her and thats why shes not answering?? :( i miss yahh!!
but ne way i LOVE how ppl think that theres always that one person that will come 2 them w/ ne thing and will tell them everything!!! well guess what, everyone talks shit and goes behind each others backs even the ppl you think dont! never trust ne1 when they say they dont talk shit cuz they do ;) they say the things that you wanna hear when really they're goin behind your back and saying the same thing everyone else is saying...its highshcool, its the ppl in highschool you gotta jus learn too deal w/ it yah kno!! ppl are going 2 talk shit and it will never change, there are just some ppl that wont like you and you have to realize it, get over it, and move on!! i think i would kno from personal experience!! yeah it sucks but what are you goin 2 do..and jus cuz you do something dont try and blame it on other ppl it just doesnt work take responsibility for the actions you say and do and dont try and turn it around on ppl, it wont get you far, jus diggin' yourself a deeper hole! << well that jus sumed up how i felt! n i do feel a lil better now :)
but the weekend was pretty good
friday night- stayed outt all night w/ the gurls @ lances house everyone was fucked up, i chilled for about 27 hours b4 i went 2 bed! me n don went 2 denstons in the AM cuz he "needed to go there" passed outt till about 3 came home @ 4 chilled did wut i had 2 do took a nap n all that showered got readi went 2 lances again only till 1130 (( my father and i got into another fight so i had to be home then)) gotta call from eric bout 1245 1ish...chatted w/ him a bit. the next day went tanning worked till 8 was suppose 2 hang out w/ eric but he hoed me out nothing new...then don n "fizz" called me they wanted 2 hanggg out but i guess i hoed them out?...n in return they hoed me outt after..o well i guess it was fair!! BIGGEST PETPEVE WHEN I CALL SOMEONE AND THEY DONT ANSWER THEIR FONE :x ahhhhhh its so annoying!
but ne way 2day skool sucked, i gotta refurel from mrs. PB cuz i was 7 minutes late 4 class blah blah blah n i had 2 talk 2 Mrs. Krausman cuz i am now on credit review, so all and all i hada pretty good day!..NOTTTTT idk wut im doin later probably lances who knows its the last day his mom isnt home shes comin back 2morrow!! BooOO how sad am I!!! wellllllll thats all for now :*
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JeSSi maRIe
commmmmmment if you will.....
i got a lot on my chest right now!!
dont you hate the feeling when feel like your loosing someone that u were so close w/ and shared EVERYTHING with and u knew you could trust them?? yeah well i hate that feeling! I try so hard 2 k.i.t w/ her but she never answers her fone, she never calls me back idk maybe its me maybe i dont call her enough but everytime i call her i feel like im bothering her and thats why shes not answering?? :( i miss yahh!!
but ne way i LOVE how ppl think that theres always that one person that will come 2 them w/ ne thing and will tell them everything!!! well guess what, everyone talks shit and goes behind each others backs even the ppl you think dont! never trust ne1 when they say they dont talk shit cuz they do ;) they say the things that you wanna hear when really they're goin behind your back and saying the same thing everyone else is saying...its highshcool, its the ppl in highschool you gotta jus learn too deal w/ it yah kno!! ppl are going 2 talk shit and it will never change, there are just some ppl that wont like you and you have to realize it, get over it, and move on!! i think i would kno from personal experience!! yeah it sucks but what are you goin 2 do..and jus cuz you do something dont try and blame it on other ppl it just doesnt work take responsibility for the actions you say and do and dont try and turn it around on ppl, it wont get you far, jus diggin' yourself a deeper hole! << well that jus sumed up how i felt! n i do feel a lil better now :)
but the weekend was pretty good
friday night- stayed outt all night w/ the gurls @ lances house everyone was fucked up, i chilled for about 27 hours b4 i went 2 bed! me n don went 2 denstons in the AM cuz he "needed to go there" passed outt till about 3 came home @ 4 chilled did wut i had 2 do took a nap n all that showered got readi went 2 lances again only till 1130 (( my father and i got into another fight so i had to be home then)) gotta call from eric bout 1245 1ish...chatted w/ him a bit. the next day went tanning worked till 8 was suppose 2 hang out w/ eric but he hoed me out nothing new...then don n "fizz" called me they wanted 2 hanggg out but i guess i hoed them out?...n in return they hoed me outt after..o well i guess it was fair!! BIGGEST PETPEVE WHEN I CALL SOMEONE AND THEY DONT ANSWER THEIR FONE :x ahhhhhh its so annoying!
but ne way 2day skool sucked, i gotta refurel from mrs. PB cuz i was 7 minutes late 4 class blah blah blah n i had 2 talk 2 Mrs. Krausman cuz i am now on credit review, so all and all i hada pretty good day!..NOTTTTT idk wut im doin later probably lances who knows its the last day his mom isnt home shes comin back 2morrow!! BooOO how sad am I!!! wellllllll thats all for now :*
<3*
JeSSi maRIe
commmmmmment if you will.....