i'm gonna puke..

Jun 22, 2005 15:25

i don't feel so well...me and him had a talk. i called him crying telling him we needed to talk about this....now. He agreed and came over. he asked me where i wanted to go, i suggested the pond. so we get to the pond and her car is there....so he turned around and we just kinda drove around until i told him what it was about because if he got home ( Read more... )

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malduke June 22 2005, 21:43:58 UTC
i agree with slurz on this one...

suppressing what you feel can only lead to a stronger hurt later on down the road trust me i know this one first hand...

theres a lot that you and everyone else dont know about me... i keep it this way for a reason. my past is my past it has no bearong on my future you should start living the same way, i have a little expression it says "forget the past, fuck the future live for the now cause while your thinking of everything else who knows what may pass right by you in the meantime"

im always here if you need to talk to someone if im at work keep calling me untill i answer that way i know its important...

youll find love trust me cause you seem to think that ill find someone... and if i can than anybody can ;-)...

maybe your just not looking in the right places try someone outside our circle of friends...

just gotta believe thats all and as ive said to many of my guy friends when they lose hope with finding a girl all you need is a little confidance if you feel you dont have any then do what i do.....

fake it

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locurachica June 23 2005, 09:51:02 UTC
Bill, I love you! That had to have been the best quote I've ever heard...and I'm sure you know as to what I'm talking about, but I can't get that through his head.

And Jess, I know how you feel. I know EXACTLY how you feel. I haven't told you of some recent happenings because I'm so upset right now that I haven't eaten in about 24 hours, and I'm actually getting physically sick because of it. But take Bill's advice. If he isn't going to give you what you want, then he's not worth it. And if all he's going to do is cause you pain, then he isn't worth the air he's taking up. And as much as it hurts to push him away, it's better than going through all this shit in the meantime. If he knows he can have you...then he has all the power. Don't let him have all the power. Don't make my mistake, Jess...and I'm always here to talk to you. I love you Jess!

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