tinas gone....

[jesshlybitches]

man the weekend was great. friday i stood home but still had fun. tina left to the club with her frends and well i just stood home and drank a little with tina before she left. i got a bit buzzed but i kept it kool wit my parents there. saturday was gus's partay and i took a few sips but nothing really. man everyboody there was drunk. they were all taking flaming dr.peppers while tina was just getting drunk off of screwdrivers. man wut an alci. speaking of alci's diddy was telling me how tina is such an alcoholic and that drinking is bad and all this stuff and like thats why she crashed and then i got all sad and didnt want to drink any more. but i dont any more. its been a long time since ive gotten drunk. like really drunk. it was when i had got drunk and threw up in the summer. man, someone told me that if i didnt like lesly. i never said that shit. fuck man. and then brit too. she dont like me now. like i tried talking to her & she just walked off. like wut kind of shit is that? i mean if she was really my frend she'd listen. i mean yea i fucked up in the past, but she doesnt understand and oh well. im pissed about it but therez nothing i can do. but im gonna still give her a gift cuz i luv her. man this sucks cuz i dont think angelo wants to talk to me no more. i lost a friend. well richie made me feel better by telling me he'd like to hit it with me. like wtf? i told him thats all right just ti hit it? and hes all like no, ive always liked u since 7th grade and i would like to hit it too. man fuck that. but he is pritty hott. well ne way, i wonder if michaels mad cuz i didnt say i luv him. i mean i care for him, i like him alot . its just that, i dont know. well anyway, im all scared n shit cuz i saw the movie saw with tina n gustavo! haha gustavu! ne way, i saw it with tina n gus and well it was late so now im always thinking about it. omg! they were giving jeepers c.... u know the rest, and it was on channel 72! fuk man! my dad wanted to see it with me! fuck that. i will not see that! no one can make me seriously. man i miss bucket already. i wish she came back to san anto. well im just blabbing on. laterz

lovez,
valerieeeeeee
i like my michael!