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rahhh. whats up? nothing much here. lol.. i got curb your enthusiasm, season 3 today. im so happy about that. i wanted it so bad, i watched 8 episodes of it, i got 2 left. i saw them all already. ive been watching CYE and Seinfeld DVDs non-stop for the past 4 days. its crazy.
i am so scared for my voice. i love singing, and i do it alot. im getting much better at it, i use to suck, not suck, but i wasnt experienced. but im really finding my voice and im really liking what i sound like, but i feel like ive been singing too much, its too the point where, ill sing a song, and after it, i feel like i have no voice. and my voice is all shakey. its really bad, because.. i want a career in singing. im not saying im going to be this huge star, but i some how want music in my life but i dont know how that would be possible when my voice breaks down after singing one song. i dont know, maybe i just gotta do some warm-ups and techniques, i never do that. ive been writing alot, not songs, just thoughts and poems, id like to turn them into songs. this is just a really awesome thing i like to do, and im not one of those idiots who are like "yeah im making a demo and im gonna be famous, watch out." .. im just like, i do it for me, i do it cause i like doing it, and i like making and singing music. i went to the doctor for my voice, and he told me to keep my window a crack open at night so i have air, and to drink lots of water, and just chill with it. soo. yeah.
anyway, im watching tv now, samantha's sleeping, wtf its 9:00.. idiot. lol. well, im done here. :)
i am so scared for my voice. i love singing, and i do it alot. im getting much better at it, i use to suck, not suck, but i wasnt experienced. but im really finding my voice and im really liking what i sound like, but i feel like ive been singing too much, its too the point where, ill sing a song, and after it, i feel like i have no voice. and my voice is all shakey. its really bad, because.. i want a career in singing. im not saying im going to be this huge star, but i some how want music in my life but i dont know how that would be possible when my voice breaks down after singing one song. i dont know, maybe i just gotta do some warm-ups and techniques, i never do that. ive been writing alot, not songs, just thoughts and poems, id like to turn them into songs. this is just a really awesome thing i like to do, and im not one of those idiots who are like "yeah im making a demo and im gonna be famous, watch out." .. im just like, i do it for me, i do it cause i like doing it, and i like making and singing music. i went to the doctor for my voice, and he told me to keep my window a crack open at night so i have air, and to drink lots of water, and just chill with it. soo. yeah.
anyway, im watching tv now, samantha's sleeping, wtf its 9:00.. idiot. lol. well, im done here. :)