Apr 21, 2006 01:21
I haven't slept in two days..... this anxiety crap is really starting to get old....
There's nothing worse than being SO unbelievably exhasted (between NO sleep and taking care of a two month old all day, it's indescribable how tired I am) but not being able to go to sleep. Holy crap, there's nothing more annoying than that.
I have an appointment with a therapist on Tuesday.... I NEED to get this anxiety under control. How the heck am I supposed to function like this?
On a brighter note, Jackson is the light of my life.... he's smiling ALL the time, laughing, and "talking" to us in his baby language. It's so amazing. My favorite thing is that he completely recognizes me.... whenever I look down at him and say something, he instantly smiles his HUGE gummy smile at me... it melts my heart. He knows his Mommy! :)
Alright.... it's 1:30 AM, Night Two with no sleep... I wonder if any good movies are on TV... nighty night...
P.S. I'll be posting some new pictures of our little man in the next couple days!