nice guys finish last

[jesseofmazureth]

seriously... do i not deserve to be happy... i dont get it... i havent been happy since sara.. seriously... i hate it... sara.. as angry as i am at you.. thank you so much for being the happiest part of my life... i hate where i am right now... my only saving grace is my music... and i dont even know how happy that makes me... its times like this

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Is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you?

[anonymous]

Alright Mazur, it's about that time: you're song of choice couldent be more appropriate if you tried. "everyones got thier chains to break"

think about that one.

Look deep down. Why does this bother you so much? It happened in the past and it's over. You gotta move on. You and Sara are not together anymore, why let it get to you? I understand that betryal hurts deep when it is from someone close, but there is nothing you can do. You shouldent get so down on yourself. You are an amazing person, musician and friend. Everyone turns to you when they need help because your the most compasionate. I admit, what they both did was horribly wrong, but it is no reason to get so down about life. You won't be happy with someone else until you're happy with yourself. I think our friends have too much of an emphasis on women. What ever happened to us boys just hanging out, doing drugs, getting drunk and playing music? Just let go man, enjoy your life. Your gonna get to go on tour in december and get on iSurrender. You have friends that love you to death and you always got something to do. What void does a girl need to fill? And why can't you fill it on your own? I love you man, we got more in common then any of our friends. Remember New Jersey? Were you really thinking about girls then? What about NYC?

Fuck it. Fuck everyone. We are twenty-something kids. We are not ready to grow up. We like to drink, fuck, meet good people and have good times. We are all living together in a little over a month, so there wont be any lonely nights. We dont need em, man. We really dont.

I still believe in our theory of magnetisim, but I dont think you've found the right girl. I wanna see old-school pimp mazur style.

We are so young, in the grand-scheme of things.. why must we all think that the world is going to come crashing down in a matter of years.

Dont look back on the best years and all you have is memories of hating people because of the shit they have done. It stings like a bitch, I know.. but get them out of your life, surround yourself with good people, and lets have some fucking fun.

no more drama. Drama is for old-folks and highschoolers. lets have fun, and you can sleep in my bed until you move out of your place. i dont sleep anyways.

<3<3<3xoxoxoxo

-ThE JaXXX

Re: Is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you?

[jesseofmazureth]

i appriciate that a lot ... thank you... its not the hurt that gets me... im not that hurt.. im completely over sara... if i wasnt i would never have broken up with her... its more principal... and i just found out it was when i already lived here... its more the slap in the face.. the complete and utter disregard for me... and the disrespect... he is my roomate... im angry.. not hurt.. theres a difference... she could fuck a million guys a million times... it would have no bearing on me at all.. its the fact that it was MY house and MY roomate... thats wrong on so many levels... (emotional not included)...

Re: Is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you?

[anonymous]

well anger is an easier emotion to get over then sadness. It was very disrepectful, but I dont think Mike or Sara said "hey, lets do this to piss off jesse." They fucked up. I guess my best advice would be to let it be for a while, collect your thoughts and have fun with The jax attack.

<3

xoxo -ThE jAxxx

Re: Is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you?

[jesseofmazureth]

i always have fun with the jax attack... haha... i am letting it be... but i think they are both cut... permanently... we'll see... mike is definately dead to me... i already quit diveez too... so the amazing jax mazur clothing company of terror can begin soon.. haha...