Midsummer night's thing...
It's almost that time of the summer for me to be thinking about going back to school. I'm kinda not as excited to get back. I mean, I want to see everyone. No one around here is getting in contact with me and those that are are busy 24/7. But I don't really know if I'm ready for my senoir year. I know it's going to be the first of two, but that doesn't change the fact that it's my senoir year. I'm losing a lot in May. Most of the people that I have grown very use to seeing everyday. I keep telling myself that they won't be that far away, but that doesn't mean that I'll see them all the time. That also means that I'm getting that much closer to getting my own room. That's something that I'm not use to. I'll be all alone. At least at home I have the choise of if I want to be around my family or not. I'm trying really hard to keep the people in my life that I have now. It's getting harder. It's almost like a repeat of high school. That's not something that I want to repeat. It wasn't bad or anything, but I know what happened. Maybe something different will happen with the afe difference. On the plus side, I'll still be there for my young ones. Dave and Colleen and all of them. We'll have to see what happens this year.