hey cutie. :)
i haven't updated on here in ages.
where to begin...
well, i haven't talked to my dad in a month. i'm starting to miss him. i told my mom that last night. &&she said i should wait until we get word from her lawyer stating that my dad has gone to some kind of treatment. so.. i have to wait.
um. i spent the past few days with my bestfriends. i ended up drinking thursday night && getting myself pretty wasted. stupid idea, i know. i'm not gonna say it was a mistake, because it wasn't. i needed to try it. everyone's gonna try it at some point. &to be honest? i hated it. i felt so stupid after the fact. some of the things i said? wtf? i was practically begging brent to let me blow him. THANK GOD that boy respects me. he refused everything. god, i love that kid. so yeah. i won't be drinking ever again. it's not fun at all. alcohol is gay. kthanks.
well, speaking of brent.. we're friends again. a month after we broke up & we're finally back on track. we were together all day thursday. he left us for like a few hours, and then i called him up drunk && somehow he ended up coming back over. he def helped me out a lot that night. getting me water.. looking for food for me.. getting me tylenol. he even snapped some sense into me. i don't remember what he said exactly, but it was something that had to do with me turning into my dad. &i got kinda upset over it. &realized that i don't wanna drink. because he's right. i don't wanna end up like my dad. he's a good friend. then he was gonna come over again friday night, but he didn't get home til late. and my mom came home & caught emily, danielle, and andy here when they weren't supossed to be. no biggie, though. then i called brent up && told him what happened. we talked for a bit about it && about his haircut, haha. &he said he'll come to the beach with us on monday. so that's good. i've got my bestfriend back. &i've never been happier. :)
from what i hear, steph's mad at me. because of everything that happened on thursday. but she needs to understand that it was just an EXPERIMENT. &i decided that i HATE IT. so it's not like it's gonna be a weekly thing. like, i don't plan on ever getting drunk again. it was stupid, but i had to try it. hopefully she'll understand.
so life isn't bad at all. i love my life. and i have the best friends in the world. i love them with everything i've got.
danielle. katie. steph. brent. melly. emily. andy. kim. <3
that's all for now. if you read all that, you're awesome. :)
where to begin...
well, i haven't talked to my dad in a month. i'm starting to miss him. i told my mom that last night. &&she said i should wait until we get word from her lawyer stating that my dad has gone to some kind of treatment. so.. i have to wait.
um. i spent the past few days with my bestfriends. i ended up drinking thursday night && getting myself pretty wasted. stupid idea, i know. i'm not gonna say it was a mistake, because it wasn't. i needed to try it. everyone's gonna try it at some point. &to be honest? i hated it. i felt so stupid after the fact. some of the things i said? wtf? i was practically begging brent to let me blow him. THANK GOD that boy respects me. he refused everything. god, i love that kid. so yeah. i won't be drinking ever again. it's not fun at all. alcohol is gay. kthanks.
well, speaking of brent.. we're friends again. a month after we broke up & we're finally back on track. we were together all day thursday. he left us for like a few hours, and then i called him up drunk && somehow he ended up coming back over. he def helped me out a lot that night. getting me water.. looking for food for me.. getting me tylenol. he even snapped some sense into me. i don't remember what he said exactly, but it was something that had to do with me turning into my dad. &i got kinda upset over it. &realized that i don't wanna drink. because he's right. i don't wanna end up like my dad. he's a good friend. then he was gonna come over again friday night, but he didn't get home til late. and my mom came home & caught emily, danielle, and andy here when they weren't supossed to be. no biggie, though. then i called brent up && told him what happened. we talked for a bit about it && about his haircut, haha. &he said he'll come to the beach with us on monday. so that's good. i've got my bestfriend back. &i've never been happier. :)
from what i hear, steph's mad at me. because of everything that happened on thursday. but she needs to understand that it was just an EXPERIMENT. &i decided that i HATE IT. so it's not like it's gonna be a weekly thing. like, i don't plan on ever getting drunk again. it was stupid, but i had to try it. hopefully she'll understand.
so life isn't bad at all. i love my life. and i have the best friends in the world. i love them with everything i've got.
danielle. katie. steph. brent. melly. emily. andy. kim. <3
that's all for now. if you read all that, you're awesome. :)