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uhhh. i'm in love. (: totally. it's unbelievable. i can't say i've ever been this happy. brent is so good to me. it's.. insane. last night.. i was exhausted. we went out to eat &&then went back to his house. &he knew i'd gotten no sleep at all the night before. so after making out on his bed for a bit.. (Lmfao) we layed down on the couch with his mom to watch a movie. &i fell asleep on his chest. &i woke up to him looking down at me smiling &stroking my head.. &then he just kissed my forehead &layed there with me. that's what every girl DREAMS OF. he's what every girl looks for. 'that one boy who`ll stay awake just to watch me sleep.' well guess what? i found a boy who'll stay awake just to watch me sleep. he's so amazing. we got into a stupid arguement the other night. over what? sex. but not like you'd think.. i was saying how i'm up for it if he's up for it. &he got all defensive &was like 'i'm sorry i'm not like every other guy, renee! i'm sorry i don't just wanna get in your pants!' &i was in a state of SHOCK. my boyfriend's telling me he DOESN'T want sex. i didn't even know there were guys out there like that! &now i've got this amazing boy. ahh! i'm SO IN LOVE.
i'm gonna go now. i love you. (:
i'm gonna go now. i love you. (: