uh, yeah.
yeah so im a little pissed right now.
&i haven't updated in like a million
years. so i'm updating to let off some
steam.
peter lang needs to shut the fuck up.
as so meg. that little bitch. yep.
they're going around saying i have
HIV. well hunny, if i got it from
anyone, it'd be YOUR BOYFRIEND. &&as
for Kyle, that little fucker. let him
fucking try &talk to me. HELL NO. asshole.
go suck off your little friend.. PETER LANG.
&then there's danny. uh-huh. that one
i'm kinda sorta in love with? yep. the
fag's made a decision. he's DROPPING OUT.
yeah. so i know everyone &their mom saw
it coming.. but i ignored it. he promised
me he wouldn't drop out. &he's dropping
out. he's better than that. he's smarter
than that. he's hanging with the wrong people.
i asked him to prom. &what did he say? he
made up some gay ass excuse. 'i have a gf.'
bull fucking shit. because he def just
asked me to go over &give him head. how
about no. i think your GIRLFRIEND would
be more than happy. it's so hard. i love
him. &he's making sucha BIG mistake..
&then there's josh. i can't seem to keep
my mouth shut when he's around. i always
say something bitchy or stupid. i mean,
don't get me wrong.. he deserves it. but
still. i don't need to make things worse.
i guess i can't help it. i always think
that maybe one day he'll stop me at lunch
&say hi. or tell me he's sorry.. but he's
not. &i need to accept it. but it's hard.
wanna know what else is hard? having the
entire hockey team [minus 3 players] hate
you for no reason at all. they all talk
shit &give me looks for no reason. even
if it's because of the whole josh thing..
that was A YEAR AGO. get the fuck over it.
it's none of their business anyway. it
really hurts.. walking by &KNOWING they're
staring at you &KNOWING when they talk
under their breath &giggle.. it's about
you. sure, i know what you're gonna say,
'don't worry about it.', 'don't let them
get to you' but it's so hard! they're
ruining me. they're hurting me. i have
kyle hating me for no reason. people who
hate me simply from what they've heard.
i'm NOT A FUCKING SLUT. sure, fucking
with josh was a mistake.. but ya know what?
it was HIS MISTAKE, TOO. so why am i the
only one who gets labeled in the end? yeah,
i'm sure people mention it to him, but
he doesn't get a bad wrap. he's not a slut.
he's not hated. nope. if anything, it made
him more popular. wtf. can't i do ANYTHING
RIGHT?
oh yeah. dance? the one thing that used
to calm me? it's not ADDING to the stress.
&i hate it. the girls are FAKE. the teacher's
a BITCH. it's no fun anymore.
oh well. i'm done complaining. if you read
all that, i love you.
&i haven't updated in like a million
years. so i'm updating to let off some
steam.
peter lang needs to shut the fuck up.
as so meg. that little bitch. yep.
they're going around saying i have
HIV. well hunny, if i got it from
anyone, it'd be YOUR BOYFRIEND. &&as
for Kyle, that little fucker. let him
fucking try &talk to me. HELL NO. asshole.
go suck off your little friend.. PETER LANG.
&then there's danny. uh-huh. that one
i'm kinda sorta in love with? yep. the
fag's made a decision. he's DROPPING OUT.
yeah. so i know everyone &their mom saw
it coming.. but i ignored it. he promised
me he wouldn't drop out. &he's dropping
out. he's better than that. he's smarter
than that. he's hanging with the wrong people.
i asked him to prom. &what did he say? he
made up some gay ass excuse. 'i have a gf.'
bull fucking shit. because he def just
asked me to go over &give him head. how
about no. i think your GIRLFRIEND would
be more than happy. it's so hard. i love
him. &he's making sucha BIG mistake..
&then there's josh. i can't seem to keep
my mouth shut when he's around. i always
say something bitchy or stupid. i mean,
don't get me wrong.. he deserves it. but
still. i don't need to make things worse.
i guess i can't help it. i always think
that maybe one day he'll stop me at lunch
&say hi. or tell me he's sorry.. but he's
not. &i need to accept it. but it's hard.
wanna know what else is hard? having the
entire hockey team [minus 3 players] hate
you for no reason at all. they all talk
shit &give me looks for no reason. even
if it's because of the whole josh thing..
that was A YEAR AGO. get the fuck over it.
it's none of their business anyway. it
really hurts.. walking by &KNOWING they're
staring at you &KNOWING when they talk
under their breath &giggle.. it's about
you. sure, i know what you're gonna say,
'don't worry about it.', 'don't let them
get to you' but it's so hard! they're
ruining me. they're hurting me. i have
kyle hating me for no reason. people who
hate me simply from what they've heard.
i'm NOT A FUCKING SLUT. sure, fucking
with josh was a mistake.. but ya know what?
it was HIS MISTAKE, TOO. so why am i the
only one who gets labeled in the end? yeah,
i'm sure people mention it to him, but
he doesn't get a bad wrap. he's not a slut.
he's not hated. nope. if anything, it made
him more popular. wtf. can't i do ANYTHING
RIGHT?
oh yeah. dance? the one thing that used
to calm me? it's not ADDING to the stress.
&i hate it. the girls are FAKE. the teacher's
a BITCH. it's no fun anymore.
oh well. i'm done complaining. if you read
all that, i love you.