The wheels are about to fall off!
Seriously!
Okay, maybe not... but I feel like I am tailspinning out of control.
Context? This job is really stressful and I am not completely familiar with the role, there's no one else in the office .. well there is one guy but he has no idea how to use the system.. and the accounts girl in Perth is really hard to understand... I want to cry , I really do... I just don't want to loose control. But I'm tap dancing on the edge..
I feel like Milton in OfficeSpace " I could burn down the whole building"
Compliling to this is baby shower stuff - theres 40 people coming (eep! who woulda thought they'd all come?) and since technically I am organising it.. I am so completely unprepared!!! *sob*sook*whinge* Whats stopping me from running screaming from the building tearing constricting office clothes from myself? My darling Keri gets here tomorrow and I know she will hug me and tell me I can get through this.
Ugh.. and now I've had my 10 minute whinge/ lunch break (at my desk!) I'll get back to it...
12 weeks until POP! I really can't wait to meet my baby girl :)
Okay, maybe not... but I feel like I am tailspinning out of control.
Context? This job is really stressful and I am not completely familiar with the role, there's no one else in the office .. well there is one guy but he has no idea how to use the system.. and the accounts girl in Perth is really hard to understand... I want to cry , I really do... I just don't want to loose control. But I'm tap dancing on the edge..
I feel like Milton in OfficeSpace " I could burn down the whole building"
Compliling to this is baby shower stuff - theres 40 people coming (eep! who woulda thought they'd all come?) and since technically I am organising it.. I am so completely unprepared!!! *sob*sook*whinge* Whats stopping me from running screaming from the building tearing constricting office clothes from myself? My darling Keri gets here tomorrow and I know she will hug me and tell me I can get through this.
Ugh.. and now I've had my 10 minute whinge/ lunch break (at my desk!) I'll get back to it...
12 weeks until POP! I really can't wait to meet my baby girl :)