Jun 26, 2006 14:23
After what can only be described as some trashy Hugh Grant Chick Flick that didn't end as well (Can you believe) - My love life has changed dimension again.
"But" is a word I don't think you ever wnat to hear when finding out if someone likes you.
I'm still a bit confused. It hurts a bit and I find myself feeling lonely. I am fighting hard to reject the feelings of inadequecy.
I try so hard to remember what a blessing it is to be single, the oppertunities to serve the Church rather than a husband. But I cannot deny the desire in my heart to some day be a wife and mother one day.