Reversals
Ahhahahah. I remember this game. Not so much a game, but also very much one. If you don't understand that you don't need to. I thought I had it all, but this one person kept popping back up in my life and causing all kinds of chaos for me at the time. Now, even back then I didn't think it was a fair judgement, and I argued this point for a long time, but eventually it became easier to just nod and agree. Although you'd be proud, it remained a very sore subject up until the day it all ended. Which, I'm not sure when that was. There was the night I got the email from some guys wife, that kind of set the end in motion. We'd been struggling for a while, but that was like a splash of cold shitty water to the face. So maybe that was the day. Anyways. Now it seems that this other person and I have switched places, and roles. I try to make simple, friendly contact, and I get very mixed messages. I'd like to think I can interpret those subtleties being as I used to act the EXACT same way towards her, this person I knew. Her behavior is new for her towards me, but very familiar regardless. I just want a chance, a chance to know if what we saw was real and not just fantasy. Time changes people though. Maybe we don't even know each other. Maybe we never will.
OH WELL!
The trick is, try and care as little as possible. It's all just a joke in the end. Most people never even make it to the punchline, but I'm going to be there with glass raised. I wonder who will stand beside me, or if I shall stand alone, laughing into the imminent oblivion.
I don't think I'll be alone.
OH WELL!
The trick is, try and care as little as possible. It's all just a joke in the end. Most people never even make it to the punchline, but I'm going to be there with glass raised. I wonder who will stand beside me, or if I shall stand alone, laughing into the imminent oblivion.
I don't think I'll be alone.