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Feb 15, 2008 03:09

You look so good standing next to me. The last time I saw you was in a train station. It was cold, or at least thats how I felt. You looked so small then, so helpless and sad. I wanted to pick you up and hug you until you became a part of me. You looked so good through your tears, so beautiful and tragic. I hate to see you cry, but I love to marvel at how your beauty twists and changes with each new emotion, shaping itself to your feelings, but never diminishing, only growing brighter evermore. You looked so good, I couldn't look back. I needed to look, but I knew I couldn't. If I'd seen your teary little form turn and walk back towards the car, I knew I would have abandoned everything and ran to you, left with you, stayed with you. Its all I wanted to do, and everything I knew I had to resist.

You look so amazing standing next to me. That white dress you wear so well, its beauty is nothing compared to you. I've never been more happy then I am now, I've never known a love so deep and so pure. I can't wait to spend the rest of my days with you, I can't wait for the rest of our life. You cry when I say my vows, but thats okay. I'll probably cry when you say yours, but you won't tell anyone.

You look so beautiful laying on the bed, me kneeling beside you. Holding our child in your arms, exhaustion mixed with a transcendent joy upon your face. Never before have you looked as beautiful as you do now, giving life to our love, creating something new and miraculous between us. I have never been more proud of you, of us. The way you hold our child in your arms, cradling it ever so gently, I know our lives will never be the same.

You've never looked sexier sitting on our porch with me, holding hands, talking about nothing, talking about everything. You still make me laugh, and you still think I'm funny. We've made it a long time, its been quite a ride. Our lives aren't over though, we still have plenty of time, and as long as we're together, thats all that matters.

You look so good standing next to me. I don't want to get on that train. I don't want to leave you here. I have to though, because I want to have everything with you, I want to have a life with you. I want it all, and scenarios of what our life might be like flash through my head as I'm walking towards the train, and away from everything I love and need. I can do it though, I can do it for us. We can do it for us. I want everything with you. I'll do anything to get it. I love you more then anything in the entire world baby. You are my light, my rock, my starfish, my universe in a 5 foot two smokin' little package. I can't wait to see you again!

Happy Valentines my love!
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