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where is everyone?!?!?!?!?! its seems that when my life gets down a hole im stuck, and no one is there to help me get out!
im just so lucky. 2nd bad day in 1 week. and all bc of the same ppl. aHHHhHh. school was a living hell, it turned that way even before fuckin A period started. 715 AM. toooo early for me to ALREADY have a bad day.
lately ive been noticing that the ppl who i called my 'best friends' dont stick tru to that deffinition. you think something is safe with your 'best friend' GOD DAMMITT! my life sucksss soooo much. i have some of the worst friends (except for a select few) and i cant trust almost anyone (like i said, except a select few)and its those few that keep me strong everyday. they are the ones who are there to keep me from BALLING my eyes out. which i did earlier already. its those few that i love with all my heart, and who understand where im coming from. its these friends who i can always trust, and tell things to, and KNOW that there wont b an inncedent of 'oops it slipped' or anything like that, or blabbin something to a guy, knowing that its something called 'backfire in the face'
well midterms start tomorrow, but i just have histroy, and i feel confident in what i know. i hope that what he told us, is the only thing on the test......
goodluck to me =/
again, thanx to my VERY few. you keep me strong when i need it most....<333
im just so lucky. 2nd bad day in 1 week. and all bc of the same ppl. aHHHhHh. school was a living hell, it turned that way even before fuckin A period started. 715 AM. toooo early for me to ALREADY have a bad day.
lately ive been noticing that the ppl who i called my 'best friends' dont stick tru to that deffinition. you think something is safe with your 'best friend' GOD DAMMITT! my life sucksss soooo much. i have some of the worst friends (except for a select few) and i cant trust almost anyone (like i said, except a select few)and its those few that keep me strong everyday. they are the ones who are there to keep me from BALLING my eyes out. which i did earlier already. its those few that i love with all my heart, and who understand where im coming from. its these friends who i can always trust, and tell things to, and KNOW that there wont b an inncedent of 'oops it slipped' or anything like that, or blabbin something to a guy, knowing that its something called 'backfire in the face'
well midterms start tomorrow, but i just have histroy, and i feel confident in what i know. i hope that what he told us, is the only thing on the test......
goodluck to me =/
again, thanx to my VERY few. you keep me strong when i need it most....<333