Dec 11, 2005 02:23
Went drinking tonight with Chung down in cooly and we met a girl called Bernadette , she was pretty cool , shes a dj and she likes star wars and stuff , Chung called dibs but Im not ready for another relationship at the moment so Im not phased. Spent soooo much money today on stuff , most for Christmas presents for my nephews but I still managed to blow like 100 bucks on comics eek. Also grabbed my new pair of bright green cons yay , now I can have Christmas cons (one red one green) :P Got all my stuff off of Casey today , sorta rams home that its finally over , I thought we could be friends but Im still really hurting right now , I think I may have to avoid her for a bit until I can process it all. I think I might have aquired a slight bipolar disorder , lately sometimes Im fine but other times I slip into a deep darkness , a few times I have found myself In a trance like state , I hope Im over it soon , I want to feel normal again.