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I can never believe how busy I am. It can be overwhelming sometimes. I have noticed a tendency to withdraw into every free minute I have. Every time I take a trip, I feel more and more ovewhelmed...not that this will ever stop me from traveling, maybe only convince me that I need to do less in my life and be more.
I have mixed feelings when a patient cancels an appointment...a little hurt, a little relieved, a little annoyed, especially if I've driven all the way to their house. Sometimes I worry that maybe it's because I am not a good healer, but I know that it is because I am actively pushing business away by being overwhelmed.
School made my life too busy. I had a great life, then there it was, in my face and in my life, like a bad co-dependent relationship that I can't seem to get myself out of. Perhaps it will be like that stereotypical lesbian scenario of two years being forever for a relationship...two years and it will be over...only one more to go...lol
I'm starting to get excited about visiting Japan. I like seeing new places.
I have mixed feelings when a patient cancels an appointment...a little hurt, a little relieved, a little annoyed, especially if I've driven all the way to their house. Sometimes I worry that maybe it's because I am not a good healer, but I know that it is because I am actively pushing business away by being overwhelmed.
School made my life too busy. I had a great life, then there it was, in my face and in my life, like a bad co-dependent relationship that I can't seem to get myself out of. Perhaps it will be like that stereotypical lesbian scenario of two years being forever for a relationship...two years and it will be over...only one more to go...lol
I'm starting to get excited about visiting Japan. I like seeing new places.