fine ill update.
Whatever. this thing definately hates me. it never lets me do anything. im gonna send lj a virus. haha. anyway. the last couple of weeks have been a blur of nothing but disappiointment. god maybe its my fault. maybe i expect to much out of life but i always get let down some how. anyway. you know whats good for a sad heart. fighting. nothing makes me feel better than making a 22 year old marine look like a lil byotch. and hittin some redneck in the face. anyway. my x asked me why i always chose my friends over her. and i told her its because when she hurt me and blew me off. they were still there for me. ouch!!! o well. well i def need some ideas about what to write in here. so help me