Dec 07, 2005 23:38
Hi, it's time to be pathetic...
I like how I have four true friends. Half of them currently residing in another state than myself. It's really fun. All you really need is four months of college to see who your real friends are. Oh, and have the other friend get completely attached to her boyfriend and not like to hang out with her girlfriends anymore.
I'm really not fond of change. Like, this four becoming three thing is kinda rough. It's cool though cause I don't want to be wasting my time with someone who would rather be with someone else.
Oh, and I absolutely love how you think you can trust someone, right? Like, really trust them with a secret. And then find out they went and told. Especially when it's to a person you specifically told them not to tell. It's probably one of my favorite things. I don't think I'm going to tell secrets anymore. They never stay secrets.
This is just me hating life, guys. I'll get over it, I'm sure. Everyone will come home in a few weeks and we'll be all fake and gay and OMG I love you, I miss you! It'll be grand.
I think I've finally adapted to people being away at college though. And when they come home, I know that they're soon to be leaving again. And I don't get that sad anymore. And I don't look forward to them coming home as much either cause it isn't all that great. Except for seeing my angel. And I'm pretty stoked about the love of my life coming home. I miss her like no other. I pretty much don't care about seeing anyone else.
And my sister's mad at me cause I ditched her concert tonight to hang out with my friends. But then I let her play with my hair, so she loves me again. If only all relationships were that easy.
Unfortunately, life sucks that way "/