Wish I could be more like you
As easy as it might be for you to pick up and go back to where you call home, I just can't do it. If you are gonna be happier there, then great cuz all I really do want is for you to be happy, but no matter what you say I am losing you. I wish I could pick up and just go home too, but the two people that I would want to come with me can't. You're leaving and Sam is still too young. He is why I can't leave again. I need him more than I need anything or anybody. He is, like you like to say, the air in my lungs. He keeps me from doing anything stupid and with out him I am nothing. So just so you know, as much as it hurts me to lose you, I'll still be here. I really doubt that I'm going anywhere at anytime in my life, so just know you can always come to me if you need me.